June 2010
May 2010
Slowly retreating
back into my own little world. Avoiding the world around me, finding some mindless outlet to pour my heart and soul into. Surely this is not healthy, but if it were, it would not be my style.
I'm addicted to Lost.
I jumped in on this bandwagon far too late in the ballgame. At least I don’t have to sit and wait for the next episode to air, as they’re all readily available at my fingertips.
Also, I hate knowing Boone will die. I love love love him.
I fall in and out
of ‘love’ as swiftly as the sun dips behind the horizon- only to be followed as swiftly by the effervescent moon. My inclination towards a particular personality trait within all my men, along with a more, physical so to speak, attribute is uncanny and often the catalyst to my decline. However, my constant need to have some sort of vessel to direct my longing and merciless daydreams is...
Goodbye Junior Year,
Hello, summer.
“‘Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually,
and there’s nothing...”
– Bright Eyes | No Lies, Just Love
Blood tests came back positive-
I’m just B-12 deficient, which for vegetarians is to be expected. I’ll just have to take a few B-12 shots for a bit. Apparently, B-12 deficiency can cause you to be extremely tired, which would explain why I’ve only been up for nine hours today, and I’m already headed back to bed.
On it almost being summer
creativecloud:
I have one week left of school.
Next wednesday I’ll be leaving early, after my 5th period, and then my summer will officially start.
I have to get a job, and get over my fear of driving.
Then it’s senior year, hell yeah.
My life right now, minus the fear of driving, add the fear of driving places I haven’t been.
Things I love that sometimes I forget I love.
Art
Marching
Editing photographs
Sleeping
Accomplishing things
Proving others wrong
Poetry
Bad Life Decisions Monday
Lose my best friend just to make a point. Smooth.
“Everything worth knowing leaves bruises.”
In a corner
I’d like to sit alone in a corner laced with nature’s finest and strung with white lights, a never-ending earl grey latte, infinite books, and good music for the rest of my life. I’d sit there in the world I have created around me, free of all the insecurities and flaws of the natural world, in utter ignorant bliss. Then I’d become lonely as my ink-and-paper friends began...
summer
late nights sleeping in starbucks potential job visiting movies art new clothes experimenting exploring lights nighttime driving grass stains solitude canada freedom
My head told my heart, "Let love grow." But my...
is it possible,
to feel so alone when so many people surround you? to be so horribly sad when evening chats with friends are abundant? to be so achingly depressed when text messages fill your phone daily? to feel like such an outcast even with people eagerly waving in the hallways?
i believe it is, when everyone you love is so far out of reach.
creativecloud:
notfersure:
that’s right- be jealous.
That Illustrator cs5 is really making me jealous.
I’m really surprised you don’t rock InDesign.
If you enjoy folk/alt music,
Check out Mumford & Sons in my prior video, as well as their album, ‘Sigh No More’.
Seventeen, today.
Cinco de Mayo
Things I wish my school had:
a course in Latin
a test to move up levels in art
less people
OPTIONAL AP tests
all of my old friends
APUSH stress- it’s getting to me.
that homemade ice cream from earlier?
delicious. go make it now, seriously.
p.s. I didn’t have rock salt, so I just used tons of the regular - worked the same.
Homemade Ice Cream in a Bag →
Okay, I seriously have to try this. History can wait about 30 minutes.
My Evening-
NHS Induction
APUSH Review/Studying
Grizzly Bear
Studying for Algebra
No more slacking this year, almost there.
“I need you so much closer.”
– Transatlanticism | Death Cab for Cutie
