October 2009
Territory
Me: I see you sooooon.
Caro: OHMYGOSH, I KNOW. I AM GOING TO PEE ON YOU TO MARK MY TERRITORY.
Me: Lawl.
Caro: I am completely serious.
Me: Make the pee metaphoric, and I vote yes.
September 2009
Reunited
I get to see my best friends on Saturday, my family of a little over 140. I finally remember what happiness feels like, but bittersweetly, I say this as tears stream down my cheeks.
“Every parting is a form of death, as every reunion is a type of heaven.”
“Heal another’s heart and in the process you will heal your own.”
"I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and...
(via loveyourchaos)
“Death is better, a milder fate than tyranny.”
“It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are.”
– E. E. Cummings
Mis sueños son tan vastos como el mar.
My dreams are as vast as the sea.
I will accomplish my dreams.
I will do great things.
Life will get better.
I will get better.
I will be happy.
The Dieline →
For those of you who enjoy good design.
“I wish I could rewind or fast-forward.
The present isn’t treating me...”
“Please, forgive my constant bi-polar posts.”
There was a time when I knew who I was. I held a strange aura of confidence, a stronghold of pride. I found myself surrounded by friends- often cracking jokes and inducing smiles. Why does a change of atmosphere lead to such a change of character. I use to never cry, now I cry daily. I’ve done this before, I should be use to this by now, but I’m not. I have never felt so alone, so...
“The music washed away all the hate
And society started advancing
Every...”
“I’m still in denial about you moving. It just feels like you’ve been...”
– Olivia
I know how you’re feeling, and what you’re going through. But don’t worry, I’ll be right there beside you.
I have no life.
All I do is go through the motions. I have no friends here, I have no pastime.
Wake up at 5:30.
Brush teeth, wash face, put in contacts, fix hair, get dressed.
Eat the most random breakfast ever.
Drive to school.
Arrive at school and walk around aimlessly.
Go to classes.
Come home.
Get a snack, talk to mom.
Go upstairs, do homework
Tumblr.
Shower
Sleep.
Repeat.
“A ship is safe in harbor— but that’s not what ships are for.”
– John A. Shedd
I miss;
my best friends
stellar grades
marching band
playing flute
belonging
not being called a boy
walking into the band hall in the mornings and being greeted by wonderful friends
the sweet, sweet stench of uniforms
everybody knowing everybody
being happy
high fives
hugs
laughing
crying only because something funny occurred
“You stand on a distant planet
Skyline of red plateaus
Strange air and...”
retrospect |ˈretrəˌspekt|
noun
a survey or review of a past course of events or period of time.
PHRASES
in retrospect when looking back on a past event or situation; with hindsight : perhaps, in retrospect, I shouldn’t have gone.
“You could love me if I knew how to lie.
But who could love me?
I’m out...”
The Ascent of Stan
The Ascent of Amanda
Please God, send me someone.
Blik: Sweet Wallstickers. →
I have the strangest yearning for a cat,
the soft fur against my skin, calmly laying in my arms, a lazy comrade purring beside me.
Mom, if you read this, I may be willing to trade in my dog for an inside cat. Make sure he’s the laziest cat you can find.
Just kidding. I love my dog too much. However, I’d still like a cat.
My best friend.
Caroline: I'm typing my taks flyers in verdana, because it reminds me of you.
Me: I just teared up. That has to be the sweetest thing anyone has ever said.
These things sit in the back of my throat, my...
I don’t want to go back, at least not necessarily. I feel a bit free here. However, I am unhappy. All of me knows it. My body curls in, rejects food, and aches. My eyes brim with tears every waking moment of the day. It knows. It knows how unhappy and discontented I am.
Grades have always been important to the world around me. They have been the key to happiness, to a bright future....
Guess who has the flu?
Representtttt.
I love being Vegetarian.
It’s been six months, and;
I’m losing weight.
I feel good about myself and my respect for the environment.
However, protein deficiency is becoming a problem. Today, I had to chug down a glass of milk filled with soy protein just to remain standing. I shouldn’t let things like that fall through the cracks just because times are rough. My health is of the utmost importance.
I abhor school.
