November 2009
Me: Momma, do we really live here?
Mother: Yes.
Me: Oh...
October 2009
Funny, isn't it?
How I always seem to be doing okay, then I look through pictures. I see the band hall and all of my friends - I see faces I know.
Familiarity vs. Alien Habitat
Oh, to wake up and be home.
@nate
Passion Pit is wonderful. You sir, have a fantastic taste in music.
Poetic Tearshed
Oh, this headache, It’s plaguing me so. It’s eating at my heart, Eating at my soul.
Consistent submersions of pain, Reconstructing life, Pulled along a darkened path, Dismal whispers of light.
Forward momentum, A backwards glance. Headfirst into obstacles, You’re begging for a chance.
Tear-filled eyes In misery-laden faces. You look for happiness In all the wrong places.
Standing on the...
@greta
seeing as the fall of troy is on that list, i assume your other suggestions will be amazing.
thank you. (:
Good music?
Suggestions, please. I dig almost everything.
today = not kablamo
get me off of the internet,
and into my life.
I'm getting back into band,
I really hope this makes me happy.
I really hope this is what I needed.
Otherwise, I’m entirely lost, and have no idea what to do.
I'm praying for a snow day.
this temporary life
This song sums up my life COMPLETELY.
This Temporary Life - Death Cab For Cutie
the morning sun’s about to break, i’m looking in as you create someone, you lift your head and brush your teeth, and make your bed as if you won’t sleep again, you fix your hair and tie your shoes, and tuck your shirt and now you feel new. the glass is full, the glass is broke, and every day...
“We’re all addicted to something that takes away the pain.”
Mother make me golden again,
My bike tire was punctured and went flat today,
as did my last bit of strength.
I could definitely use
one of your sneak attack hugs
one of your awesome high-fives
one of your light-up-the-world smiles
one of your ridiculous thoughts.
I miss you all.
Acceptance vs. Regret
I am growing to love the simple things in life.
I find enjoyment In a clean bedroom, A glass of tea, Bike rides alone, A chilled Texas breeze, The slightest bit of kindness, The scent of fresh balsam candles, Not entirely focusing on homework, The feel of Christmas that is slowly creeping, A conversation with a friend I do not see, Good art and lovely design, New music that speaks to my soul,...
I shall grow to love being alone.
Regardless of how long it takes, because it’s all I have.
“I wish you people weren’t so condemning, everyone has something to...”
Watch(via fuckyeahindieboys)
I dream of being important, someone that others look up to. I have hopes of making an impact, and being an essential part of someone’s life. However, I fear that I will never do or become any of the things in my dreams.
I fear that I have a lot less time than I think.
“Such is frequently the fate, and such the stern development, of the feminine...”
– Nathaniel Hawthorne’s The Scarlet Letter
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“I’ll know my purpose, this war was worth this.
I won’t let you...”
“Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get...”
“Regardless of what’s ahead these next two years, I will be happy....”
I fear that I need marching band back in my life.
However, my pride, or lack thereof, is holding me back.
Please, no.
To all of you...
that have ever gone out of your way to make someone’s day, thank you. Also, to you who do so without knowing, thank you. Sometimes, it helps far more than you could ever, ever know.
“So, I hear they want to vote you and I homecoming king and queen, so that when we receive the award we’d be matching.”
“You remind me of the female version of Mitchell Davis. Just...
“Unfortunately, the only thing I needed was your love, but your nerves, or maybe...”
“Because sometimes the only way to escape is to shut the door.
When the things...”
I just want you to know that I am sorry.
That I’ll do my best.
Because I hate seeing you so upset.
I just wished I was loved by more people than you.
I hate it here. I’m sick and tired of pretending to be strong. I’m tired of your empty reassurances. Take a walk in my shoes, you’ll find them to be worn to the sole.
If you don’t get me out of here soon, you’ll no longer recognize the monster I’ll become.
11272.) I'm undeniably scared of the future. I'm...
(via blogsecret)
“Ten bucks my family moves again before I graduate.”
Bittersweet
Today was both the best and the worst day in my life.
Seeing the band marching in the new uniforms, listening to how well they play, running and hugging them all. Watching them cry, holding in my tears, being covered in the sickly sweet stench of marching band. Covered in all of my best friends’ sweat. Eating lunch with them, and remembering the good old days. Smiling like a fool, being the...
